Eating all alone, again. I sometimes wonder whether I make this decision or not. It’s not that I want it, however it’s what ends up happening whether or not I chose to make it happen. However, I do feel I have the choice whether or not to change it. Being alone, makes me feel sad, but I like the feeling of being sad, and being alone. I don’t depend on anyone, I don’t have to worry on making myself happy, and I just have to do what I want, without asking others or worrying whether or not someone will eat with me. Although, it is nice having friends. So answer me this; would YOU rather have friends, or not?